Winding Out the Friendship Clock? part 1

Hey guys!

So have you ever had a friend or maybe  a groups of friends where at first you are inseparable absolute besties then you get more and more distance until you haven't even spoken in a year...

Well I am going to share my friend ship stories and hopefully get some feedback from what you guys think. post down in the comments your opinion

So I have a couple of stories to share... so stay put for more upcoming blogs

My first story is about my used to be best friend we were so close and I loved her but she pushed me around, and controlled my life pretty much. and when I was sick legitimately sick and couldn't go on the schools field trip even though I really wanted to, she and my current best friend spread rumors about me through the whole school and even though I have forgiven my current bff, some part of me still feels mad at her for that even though it was a while a go. Is it wrong that I am still mad at her for pushing me around for 10 years and spreading rumors about me?  A couple weeks ago she texted me apologizing,(BTW we recently split schools and I went to a different school than all my other friends) I have not seen her in a year. I am trying to forgive her I really am but I have no feelings for her any more like I really don't care if we are ever friends or not.  Is it bad I am letting this x-friendship slip.. should I fight harder for this?

 Please tell me your thoughts an opinions in the comments below or email me at heartfeltbreeze@gmail.com

 So anyways.... its time to scoot little newt